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Newsgroups: rec.sport.pro-wrestling References: <6615e446$0$1082200$882e4bbb@reader.netnews.com> <6615f8d9$0$6314$882e4bbb@reader.netnews.com> From: % Date: Tue, 9 Apr 2024 20:38:11 -0700 User-Agent: Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; WOW64; rv:91.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/91.0 SeaMonkey/2.53.18.2 MIME-Version: 1.0 In-Reply-To: <6615f8d9$0$6314$882e4bbb@reader.netnews.com> Content-Type: text/plain; charset=UTF-8; format=flowed Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit X-Antivirus: AVG (VPS 240409-4, 2024-4-9), Outbound message X-Antivirus-Status: Clean Message-ID: Lines: 156 X-Usenet-Provider: http://www.giganews.com X-Trace: sv3-0lH/Q433ulX4XkzwGSCqeTQ0d66mMK13IG9bGEImJ07sxC8ppsP6Rud8pLPUD3XzX2lrgTmc4q+mFfO!H+5AhayZPeKVqxff9RgqTo3U8732A3eOhmDHvXXBni78EIcRQcj95sAnWr28TrGy/ziML+DTeYwh X-Complaints-To: abuse@giganews.com X-DMCA-Notifications: http://www.giganews.com/info/dmca.html X-Abuse-and-DMCA-Info: Please be sure to forward a copy of ALL headers X-Abuse-and-DMCA-Info: Otherwise we will be unable to process your complaint properly X-Postfilter: 1.3.40 Bytes: 10158 Skeeter wrote: > In article , pursent100 > @gmail.com says... >> >> Skeeter wrote: >>> In article , Chadweasel274 >>> @zoho.com says... >>>> >>>> Beefaroni Boy AKA John Henry is stone fucking batshit. >>>> >>>> Beefy was due for a crash, looks like this is it. >>>> >>>> "Beefy: An open apology to everybody:" >>>> >>>> I'm sorry I've been pretty distant, uncommunicative, and unresponsive to >>>> DMs and e-mails and other "personal" correspondence. I've been exhausted >>>> beyond comprehension since I was about six years old." >>>> >>>> That's his excuse for stringing the sheep along all this time? Acoording >>>> to Beefy, all the mooching and molesting of family members can be traced >>>> back to Beefy being tired since he was six years old! Imagine that! >>>> >>>> Know that's really tired? His lame excuses! What a drama queen! >>>> >>>> "Beefy: Try to imagine the pressure that it puts on a little kid to be >>>> constantly told from the time they first set foot in a learning >>>> environment that they're not just "bright" but world-class exceptional, >>>> a preordained Great Person freshly minted and expected to be the savior >>>> of the adults who were supposed to be teaching you. "Why, your IQ is >>>> higher than [long list of famous intellects]! You could SAVE THE WORLD >>>> with a mind like that!" ("IQ" meant a lot more in 1975 than it does >>>> now.)" >>>> >>>> It's OK, Beefy. A lot of high school dropouts started exactly that way! >>>> So how is that saving the world thing going these days? >>>> >>>> I shouldn't ask? OK then. I hope it's OK that I continue to mock you as >>>> a minimum of what a daughter-molesting scumbag deserves for starters. >>>> >>>> "Beefy: Then you spend the rest of their lives trying to prevent them >>>> from doing just that because you're afraid it'll cost you money or lower >>>> your social status. Unless you are that kid, you can't imagine that. >>>> Try to imagine what it's like to be six, seven, eight years old and >>>> having fully qualified professional adults looking at you like you're a >>>> cross between Jesus and Superman. DAILY. Unless you are that kid, you >>>> can't imagine that." >>>> >>>> You know what happens? People grow up and get their heads out of comic >>>> books and get on with life without abusing drugs, mooching and molesting >>>> family members. >>>> >>>> Most people do. But Beefy is special! >>>> >>>> "Beefy: Try to imagine what it feels like when you realize that adults >>>> don't just adore you for being cute but they're also more than a little >>>> bit scared of you and sometimes you say things that shock or startle or >>>> confuse or recalibrate some bit of information they thought they had a >>>> handle on, and it hits them hard enough that they can't quite succeed in >>>> not letting you see they're also afraid of you. Nearly terrified >>>> sometimes. You can't imagine that, unless you are that kid. >>>> There are four or five people reading this page who know that I'm sure >>>> of, and probably two dozen more that I don't personally know about. >>>> Maybe a thousand or so of us nationwide, born in the years 1968-1972, >>>> know. Older or younger, even if you've got the gifts the environment in >>>> which they were nurtured (or not) was different. Try to get your head >>>> around what it's like to be in second grade and having all the adults >>>> around you telling you that you're a "natural born leader" and expecting >>>> you to exert influence on your peers to help guide THEM, when you have >>>> no guidance yourself and it becomes more clear every day that the list >>>> of people even qualified to try is vanishingly small. Plus of course all >>>> your peers think you're a weirdo and a reject because they're all normal >>>> kids and you're a exceptional adult mind trapped in a kid's body and >>>> lacking adult life experience, and you ARE a weirdo and a reject because >>>> all that stuff in your head doesn't really lend itself to social >>>> conformity and meanwhile you're just hoping to get through recess >>>> without wetting your pants. You can't understand that, unless you are >>>> that kid." >>>> >>>> Let's create a whole new DSM-IV for Beefy! >>>> >>>> "Beefy Messiah Syndrome" >>>> >>>> Sounds good to me! >>>> >>>> "Beefy: There are many ways to abuse children, and the vast majority of >>>> them involve abusers who have convinced themselves that abuse is >>>> beneficial to the abused." >>>> >>>> Which member of your family are we talking about this time? >>>> >>>> "Beefy: People like me are extraordinarily lucky to have an occasional >>>> mentor or "trusted adult" around once in a while. When a kid like me >>>> gets to be an adult like me, the list is almost non-existent. Somehow >>>> you have to figure out - on your own - how to tap in to whatever that >>>> thing is you were born with and make it useful and powerful and >>>> effective as one small part of the ongoing evolution and progress of the >>>> species. You were given a GIFT, you were BLESSED, you are EXCEPTIONAL, >>>> and there's no greater sin, no greater crime, no greater insult to the >>>> fact of your own existence, than to fail to apply that to improving the >>>> general conditions of humankind. Mere success is not an option. You must >>>> exceed all normal human expectation and save as much of the species as >>>> you can in the process. When you're done with that, learn to deal with >>>> and heal from an otherwise radically dysfunctional childhood filled with >>>> the kind of abuse that even to this moment many people insist isn't >>>> abuse at all but merely "discipline" or "tough love" or "character >>>> building." And the only real gratification you get is watching the world >>>> slowly and begrudgingly swing around to your way of thinking in your >>>> lifetime, even though they don't have any idea of you at all. Even >>>> though they sneer at you if you even try to remind them that "you've >>>> been trying to tell them all along." Even while they'll make money >>>> directly stealing your work while agitating the rest of the world to >>>> despise you and believe you aren't capable of anything that anyone would >>>> care about while you starve. There are no vacations or days off from >>>> being who you are. I can't imagine how much more difficult it must be >>>> for that slim percentage of my fellow "gifteds" who are also ethnic >>>> minorities, or women, or LGBTQ+, and having all THAT crap dumped on them >>>> by society as well as having to deal with everything else. How to make >>>> your way through life as one of us...that's not a thing anyone can >>>> teach, because there aren't enough of us to create enough common >>>> experience to write a step-by-step. You can only learn these things >>>> externally in broad generalities; the up-close stuff only comes through >>>> often bitter and painful (and also often ecstatic and transcendent!) >>>> experience." >>>> >>>> It's another Beefy Pity Party! Send money! >>>> >>>> "Beefy: That's mostly where my head's been since I left Michigan. Trying >>>> to figure out, now that I've got so many things sorted and cleared and >>>> understood and overcome, how to most effectively apply the time I've got >>>> left to making my existence a positive factor in the long-term survival >>>> of the species...and also have a day to day life. It'd be nice to think >>>> I'll be partnered again before I die, hard to get there when you never >>>> socialize. And so on. Consequently my bandwidth for the rest of life has >>>> been extra limited. Every little thing feels enormous and fraught with >>>> intense significance. Every decision feels existential. Every task feels >>>> monumental. I'm working four part-time days this week and it feels like >>>> eight tens. So if you feel like I'm just not the same old JH or haven't >>>> been around much or feel a bit detached toward things lately, that's >>>> why. I'll get there. Thanks for sticking around for the quiet, boring >>>> part of the ride, and extra love for all of you who have helped and are >>>> helping to keep my carcass from rotting while I upgrade my internal >>>> infrastructure." >>>> >>>> So no content for a while? I'm shocked. My GAWD, four whole days and >>>> it's (gasp!) part time? Such a burden! >>>> >>>> Go back to your porn, Beefy. >>> >>> wow >>> >> i love usenet > > its the best ever > checkmate told me a long time ago , that i would have usenet dreams but i haven't yet