Path: ...!news-out.netnews.com!postmaster.netnews.com!us4.netnews.com!not-for-mail X-Trace: DXC=48`?8`BKU8Th^C>YJCN>U]HWonT5<]0T]Q;nb^V>PUfV5[gZBW6J?L\ZHjmnLVPdB]NXZh@?b;OK\baS9>YnVW9PEiKP3PnBd@[ZMnXJmHXngSd>IGgZBGA\V X-Complaints-To: support@blocknews.net From: Skeeter Newsgroups: rec.sport.pro-wrestling Subject: Re: Drama Queen For A Day: It's time for his close up, Mr. DeMille! Date: Tue, 9 Apr 2024 18:58:46 -0600 References: Organization: UTB MIME-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii" Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit User-Agent: MicroPlanet-Gravity/3.0.4 X-Face: *thX1BaTM~DW)y>UfN@S{EF}]NVJb0tk>I;DH,6H"b{{C$VcEn`hIJ(KzC}m2chzq9"omiT xnX+jm>bwDDZ{;7/l:)Usx5=JP2f3_l'.TN%0)q2N[_CgpW;Xlq3`1j32e& X-Antivirus: AVG (VPS 240409-4, 4/9/2024), Outbound message X-Antivirus-Status: Clean Lines: 144 Message-ID: <6615e446$0$1082200$882e4bbb@reader.netnews.com> NNTP-Posting-Host: 127.0.0.1 X-Trace: 1712710726 reader.netnews.com 1082200 127.0.0.1:33877 Bytes: 9155 In article , Chadweasel274 @zoho.com says... > > Beefaroni Boy AKA John Henry is stone fucking batshit. > > Beefy was due for a crash, looks like this is it. > > "Beefy: An open apology to everybody:" > > I'm sorry I've been pretty distant, uncommunicative, and unresponsive to > DMs and e-mails and other "personal" correspondence. I've been exhausted > beyond comprehension since I was about six years old." > > That's his excuse for stringing the sheep along all this time? Acoording > to Beefy, all the mooching and molesting of family members can be traced > back to Beefy being tired since he was six years old! Imagine that! > > Know that's really tired? His lame excuses! What a drama queen! > > "Beefy: Try to imagine the pressure that it puts on a little kid to be > constantly told from the time they first set foot in a learning > environment that they're not just "bright" but world-class exceptional, > a preordained Great Person freshly minted and expected to be the savior > of the adults who were supposed to be teaching you. "Why, your IQ is > higher than [long list of famous intellects]! You could SAVE THE WORLD > with a mind like that!" ("IQ" meant a lot more in 1975 than it does > now.)" > > It's OK, Beefy. A lot of high school dropouts started exactly that way! > So how is that saving the world thing going these days? > > I shouldn't ask? OK then. I hope it's OK that I continue to mock you as > a minimum of what a daughter-molesting scumbag deserves for starters. > > "Beefy: Then you spend the rest of their lives trying to prevent them > from doing just that because you're afraid it'll cost you money or lower > your social status. Unless you are that kid, you can't imagine that. > Try to imagine what it's like to be six, seven, eight years old and > having fully qualified professional adults looking at you like you're a > cross between Jesus and Superman. DAILY. Unless you are that kid, you > can't imagine that." > > You know what happens? People grow up and get their heads out of comic > books and get on with life without abusing drugs, mooching and molesting > family members. > > Most people do. But Beefy is special! > > "Beefy: Try to imagine what it feels like when you realize that adults > don't just adore you for being cute but they're also more than a little > bit scared of you and sometimes you say things that shock or startle or > confuse or recalibrate some bit of information they thought they had a > handle on, and it hits them hard enough that they can't quite succeed in > not letting you see they're also afraid of you. Nearly terrified > sometimes. You can't imagine that, unless you are that kid. > There are four or five people reading this page who know that I'm sure > of, and probably two dozen more that I don't personally know about. > Maybe a thousand or so of us nationwide, born in the years 1968-1972, > know. Older or younger, even if you've got the gifts the environment in > which they were nurtured (or not) was different. Try to get your head > around what it's like to be in second grade and having all the adults > around you telling you that you're a "natural born leader" and expecting > you to exert influence on your peers to help guide THEM, when you have > no guidance yourself and it becomes more clear every day that the list > of people even qualified to try is vanishingly small. Plus of course all > your peers think you're a weirdo and a reject because they're all normal > kids and you're a exceptional adult mind trapped in a kid's body and > lacking adult life experience, and you ARE a weirdo and a reject because > all that stuff in your head doesn't really lend itself to social > conformity and meanwhile you're just hoping to get through recess > without wetting your pants. You can't understand that, unless you are > that kid." > > Let's create a whole new DSM-IV for Beefy! > > "Beefy Messiah Syndrome" > > Sounds good to me! > > "Beefy: There are many ways to abuse children, and the vast majority of > them involve abusers who have convinced themselves that abuse is > beneficial to the abused." > > Which member of your family are we talking about this time? > > "Beefy: People like me are extraordinarily lucky to have an occasional > mentor or "trusted adult" around once in a while. When a kid like me > gets to be an adult like me, the list is almost non-existent. Somehow > you have to figure out - on your own - how to tap in to whatever that > thing is you were born with and make it useful and powerful and > effective as one small part of the ongoing evolution and progress of the > species. You were given a GIFT, you were BLESSED, you are EXCEPTIONAL, > and there's no greater sin, no greater crime, no greater insult to the > fact of your own existence, than to fail to apply that to improving the > general conditions of humankind. Mere success is not an option. You must > exceed all normal human expectation and save as much of the species as > you can in the process. When you're done with that, learn to deal with > and heal from an otherwise radically dysfunctional childhood filled with > the kind of abuse that even to this moment many people insist isn't > abuse at all but merely "discipline" or "tough love" or "character > building." And the only real gratification you get is watching the world > slowly and begrudgingly swing around to your way of thinking in your > lifetime, even though they don't have any idea of you at all. Even > though they sneer at you if you even try to remind them that "you've > been trying to tell them all along." Even while they'll make money > directly stealing your work while agitating the rest of the world to > despise you and believe you aren't capable of anything that anyone would > care about while you starve. There are no vacations or days off from > being who you are. I can't imagine how much more difficult it must be > for that slim percentage of my fellow "gifteds" who are also ethnic > minorities, or women, or LGBTQ+, and having all THAT crap dumped on them > by society as well as having to deal with everything else. How to make > your way through life as one of us...that's not a thing anyone can > teach, because there aren't enough of us to create enough common > experience to write a step-by-step. You can only learn these things > externally in broad generalities; the up-close stuff only comes through > often bitter and painful (and also often ecstatic and transcendent!) > experience." > > It's another Beefy Pity Party! Send money! > > "Beefy: That's mostly where my head's been since I left Michigan. Trying > to figure out, now that I've got so many things sorted and cleared and > understood and overcome, how to most effectively apply the time I've got > left to making my existence a positive factor in the long-term survival > of the species...and also have a day to day life. It'd be nice to think > I'll be partnered again before I die, hard to get there when you never > socialize. And so on. Consequently my bandwidth for the rest of life has > been extra limited. Every little thing feels enormous and fraught with > intense significance. Every decision feels existential. Every task feels > monumental. I'm working four part-time days this week and it feels like > eight tens. So if you feel like I'm just not the same old JH or haven't > been around much or feel a bit detached toward things lately, that's > why. I'll get there. Thanks for sticking around for the quiet, boring > part of the ride, and extra love for all of you who have helped and are > helping to keep my carcass from rotting while I upgrade my internal > infrastructure." > > So no content for a while? I'm shocked. My GAWD, four whole days and > it's (gasp!) part time? Such a burden! > > Go back to your porn, Beefy. wow