Path: ...!news-out.netnews.com!postmaster.netnews.com!us12.netnews.com!not-for-mail X-Trace: DXC=>@Z=c1A_n9NL`acIL=QImGHWonT5<]0TMQ;nb^V>PUfF`L[ofA1LK4AL]Xbg6h`C`AQ3^n<@MJa Newsgroups: rec.sport.pro-wrestling Subject: Re: Drama Queen For A Day: It's time for his close up, Mr. DeMille! Date: Tue, 9 Apr 2024 20:26:33 -0600 References: <6615e446$0$1082200$882e4bbb@reader.netnews.com> Organization: UTB MIME-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii" Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit User-Agent: MicroPlanet-Gravity/3.0.4 X-Face: *thX1BaTM~DW)y>UfN@S{EF}]NVJb0tk>I;DH,6H"b{{C$VcEn`hIJ(KzC}m2chzq9"omiT xnX+jm>bwDDZ{;7/l:)Usx5=JP2f3_l'.TN%0)q2N[_CgpW;Xlq3`1j32e& X-Antivirus: AVG (VPS 240409-4, 4/9/2024), Outbound message X-Antivirus-Status: Clean Lines: 152 Message-ID: <6615f8d9$0$6314$882e4bbb@reader.netnews.com> NNTP-Posting-Host: 127.0.0.1 X-Trace: 1712715993 reader.netnews.com 6314 127.0.0.1:37179 Bytes: 9794 In article , pursent100 @gmail.com says... > > Skeeter wrote: > > In article , Chadweasel274 > > @zoho.com says... > >> > >> Beefaroni Boy AKA John Henry is stone fucking batshit. > >> > >> Beefy was due for a crash, looks like this is it. > >> > >> "Beefy: An open apology to everybody:" > >> > >> I'm sorry I've been pretty distant, uncommunicative, and unresponsive to > >> DMs and e-mails and other "personal" correspondence. I've been exhausted > >> beyond comprehension since I was about six years old." > >> > >> That's his excuse for stringing the sheep along all this time? Acoording > >> to Beefy, all the mooching and molesting of family members can be traced > >> back to Beefy being tired since he was six years old! Imagine that! > >> > >> Know that's really tired? His lame excuses! What a drama queen! > >> > >> "Beefy: Try to imagine the pressure that it puts on a little kid to be > >> constantly told from the time they first set foot in a learning > >> environment that they're not just "bright" but world-class exceptional, > >> a preordained Great Person freshly minted and expected to be the savior > >> of the adults who were supposed to be teaching you. "Why, your IQ is > >> higher than [long list of famous intellects]! You could SAVE THE WORLD > >> with a mind like that!" ("IQ" meant a lot more in 1975 than it does > >> now.)" > >> > >> It's OK, Beefy. A lot of high school dropouts started exactly that way! > >> So how is that saving the world thing going these days? > >> > >> I shouldn't ask? OK then. I hope it's OK that I continue to mock you as > >> a minimum of what a daughter-molesting scumbag deserves for starters. > >> > >> "Beefy: Then you spend the rest of their lives trying to prevent them > >> from doing just that because you're afraid it'll cost you money or lower > >> your social status. Unless you are that kid, you can't imagine that. > >> Try to imagine what it's like to be six, seven, eight years old and > >> having fully qualified professional adults looking at you like you're a > >> cross between Jesus and Superman. DAILY. Unless you are that kid, you > >> can't imagine that." > >> > >> You know what happens? People grow up and get their heads out of comic > >> books and get on with life without abusing drugs, mooching and molesting > >> family members. > >> > >> Most people do. But Beefy is special! > >> > >> "Beefy: Try to imagine what it feels like when you realize that adults > >> don't just adore you for being cute but they're also more than a little > >> bit scared of you and sometimes you say things that shock or startle or > >> confuse or recalibrate some bit of information they thought they had a > >> handle on, and it hits them hard enough that they can't quite succeed in > >> not letting you see they're also afraid of you. Nearly terrified > >> sometimes. You can't imagine that, unless you are that kid. > >> There are four or five people reading this page who know that I'm sure > >> of, and probably two dozen more that I don't personally know about. > >> Maybe a thousand or so of us nationwide, born in the years 1968-1972, > >> know. Older or younger, even if you've got the gifts the environment in > >> which they were nurtured (or not) was different. Try to get your head > >> around what it's like to be in second grade and having all the adults > >> around you telling you that you're a "natural born leader" and expecting > >> you to exert influence on your peers to help guide THEM, when you have > >> no guidance yourself and it becomes more clear every day that the list > >> of people even qualified to try is vanishingly small. Plus of course all > >> your peers think you're a weirdo and a reject because they're all normal > >> kids and you're a exceptional adult mind trapped in a kid's body and > >> lacking adult life experience, and you ARE a weirdo and a reject because > >> all that stuff in your head doesn't really lend itself to social > >> conformity and meanwhile you're just hoping to get through recess > >> without wetting your pants. You can't understand that, unless you are > >> that kid." > >> > >> Let's create a whole new DSM-IV for Beefy! > >> > >> "Beefy Messiah Syndrome" > >> > >> Sounds good to me! > >> > >> "Beefy: There are many ways to abuse children, and the vast majority of > >> them involve abusers who have convinced themselves that abuse is > >> beneficial to the abused." > >> > >> Which member of your family are we talking about this time? > >> > >> "Beefy: People like me are extraordinarily lucky to have an occasional > >> mentor or "trusted adult" around once in a while. When a kid like me > >> gets to be an adult like me, the list is almost non-existent. Somehow > >> you have to figure out - on your own - how to tap in to whatever that > >> thing is you were born with and make it useful and powerful and > >> effective as one small part of the ongoing evolution and progress of the > >> species. You were given a GIFT, you were BLESSED, you are EXCEPTIONAL, > >> and there's no greater sin, no greater crime, no greater insult to the > >> fact of your own existence, than to fail to apply that to improving the > >> general conditions of humankind. Mere success is not an option. You must > >> exceed all normal human expectation and save as much of the species as > >> you can in the process. When you're done with that, learn to deal with > >> and heal from an otherwise radically dysfunctional childhood filled with > >> the kind of abuse that even to this moment many people insist isn't > >> abuse at all but merely "discipline" or "tough love" or "character > >> building." And the only real gratification you get is watching the world > >> slowly and begrudgingly swing around to your way of thinking in your > >> lifetime, even though they don't have any idea of you at all. Even > >> though they sneer at you if you even try to remind them that "you've > >> been trying to tell them all along." Even while they'll make money > >> directly stealing your work while agitating the rest of the world to > >> despise you and believe you aren't capable of anything that anyone would > >> care about while you starve. There are no vacations or days off from > >> being who you are. I can't imagine how much more difficult it must be > >> for that slim percentage of my fellow "gifteds" who are also ethnic > >> minorities, or women, or LGBTQ+, and having all THAT crap dumped on them > >> by society as well as having to deal with everything else. How to make > >> your way through life as one of us...that's not a thing anyone can > >> teach, because there aren't enough of us to create enough common > >> experience to write a step-by-step. You can only learn these things > >> externally in broad generalities; the up-close stuff only comes through > >> often bitter and painful (and also often ecstatic and transcendent!) > >> experience." > >> > >> It's another Beefy Pity Party! Send money! > >> > >> "Beefy: That's mostly where my head's been since I left Michigan. Trying > >> to figure out, now that I've got so many things sorted and cleared and > >> understood and overcome, how to most effectively apply the time I've got > >> left to making my existence a positive factor in the long-term survival > >> of the species...and also have a day to day life. It'd be nice to think > >> I'll be partnered again before I die, hard to get there when you never > >> socialize. And so on. Consequently my bandwidth for the rest of life has > >> been extra limited. Every little thing feels enormous and fraught with > >> intense significance. Every decision feels existential. Every task feels > >> monumental. I'm working four part-time days this week and it feels like > >> eight tens. So if you feel like I'm just not the same old JH or haven't > >> been around much or feel a bit detached toward things lately, that's > >> why. I'll get there. Thanks for sticking around for the quiet, boring > >> part of the ride, and extra love for all of you who have helped and are > >> helping to keep my carcass from rotting while I upgrade my internal > >> infrastructure." > >> > >> So no content for a while? I'm shocked. My GAWD, four whole days and > >> it's (gasp!) part time? Such a burden! > >> > >> Go back to your porn, Beefy. > > > > wow > > > i love usenet its the best ever